no good QQ

It seems i've lost my passion for life these few days, and only work stuffed up my life.
Sounds no good @ all. QQ
Since when i stopped taking a look of myself in the mirror everyday?! i can't hardly remember.
And it turns out a terrible ME now to a horrible degree even i myself don't want to glance @.
I hope it's not because of the rain that makes me feel so flustered now. Nor for the bad Monday Blue.
What's worse, one unknown voice quickly comes accross my mind that my romance may be a key of all these happenings. Oh Gosh! How could that be!? I feel so loved in this relationship. No fault is supposed to go with it.
I think it's beyond my ablity now to figure out what has been going wrong with me in such a confusion.
I shall revise my attitude, trying to arrange myself a better life first, anyway.