I am not good student kind!

In fact, I never aimed at A, I just want to be B or C or whatever other people are! Is this not good then? okay, i got a little bit hurt while you said " this is the worst decision we've made for this year, how'd you say?!" how do i say?! i say... what means the "worst decision"!? i mean, how could this decision be that bad!? i know i have to make responsibility to go to the class, but i am human being,am't i!? and so are you! don't forget about it! only that you didn't make it because you need to work,which sounds so reasonable while i didn't go to the classes only because i want to get rest,making myself relax! ... anyway, never mind. it's frustrated enough today, such a long season....