feeling like to go home...

查帳的外勤
對我而言算是好了
雖然得面對三百多間分行和二十幾個營業單位
但是再怎麼樣也算是同一間公司
比較不會有到處漂流的感覺

但是每次外勤都要好久才會回office
有一種旅居他鄉的感覺

加班加班又加班
不加班的時候也因為時間太完無法回家無法跟朋友們相聚
雖然剛好可以陪男友
但是好累喔
我想要有家的感覺,and that's the reason why i work hard now...
but for somehow, i can't be sure anymore...

如果make a list what i have learned from this job,
很多,每天看著對面的兩位lv1 或想想我無緣的四位同梯
我想我真的學到好多好多

but as to what i have achieved? zero,i am afraid...
the harder i work, the more confused i 've got
or perhaps these feelings are all due to less of relax...

looking forward the coming vacation